Un-posted blogs...

Here are some blogs I gave up posting, or edited and lost interest. Much like my readers =]

Okay so a prime example would be this.
People who take themselves too seriously, the system as objective and presume you need to be within education to be 'smart'

Spontaneous writing:

Alphabet Beat Card Deaf 'Effegram' Fuck Grave High Indigo Joker Killer Love Monster Nice Opiate People Queen Restraint Sex Tough Universal Vice Wanker 'Xamine' You Zebra

Random Short Story:
Three passwords led to the kindgom of darkness, beyond the wasteland. She looked at the Ocra, a big giant gray Griffin and bowed in respect as he acknowledges her ignorance. He flew off in the opposite direction. She tood up and began her path.

Very briefly. After watching the catchy advert for Ben and Jerry's
Fair trade is not free trade. Fair trade is is simply 'giving a better deal to the farmers in 2nd and 3rd world countries.' It still acts within protectionism which means that the State's still have tariffs on imported goods coming into their country. This contrasts with free trade which is the removal of boundaries and promotes a more universal world through free trading and workers.

So fair trade is the friendly face of trade, legitimating the rich getting richer. Fair trade food is more expensive, so the profit is not subject to the minor increase wages which would probably only raise their standard of living to - barely adequate. Whereas the Elite countries enjoy a free trade system to tighten their relations and capitalise freely on what we buy from other States.

Also typically the 3rd and 2nd world Governments don't enforce this exchange, there is no minimum wage, civil rights, or human rights acts like in Britain.

Summer time!
Time to stop putting structures and theories into motion,
Stop complaining about things that don't really matter, but do but no-one says it.
Take every day as it comes
Time to drop some acid and sit on a carousel in the middle of a park filled with flowers and homos.

Imagine having one less leg. You weren't ran over, or chainsaw massacured, it just so happened that the universes intentions were that you lacked a leg. Left or right this aint about politics. Either way you grew up with one leg. Kids at school used to ask why you lacked a leg, you dunno. Some of them used to point and laugh or trip you up but that didn't really hurt, you knew what to expect so you rose above it. As you grew older you saw that provisions were made, you are defined as the one with one leg, it's one of the first things that pops into people's minds when they see you. Presume that it is very obvious to everyone that you are missing a leg, even strangers. Even if you think you've hidden it, in your mind you're aware that they may or may not know. You know that people with two legs don't think that, why would they, they can feel and see that they do as can everyone else, and everyone is so used to seeing people with 2 legs that it would be un-natural to say 'oh you ahe two legs' unless they lived their lives with only seeing few, it's still more accepted than seeing somone with 3 legs.

Take this out a little bit, imagine you had some sort of physical deficiency that you and others were very aware of. It's not socially acceptable to laugh at it, but you prefer to make a joke than to sit in dismay. Some people might think 'well I don't judge a book by it's cover' but you do, that's why we have senses and emotions. To view things and determine. Intelect and diversity is what has made physical differences more accepted. Although some people will be very intellegent and have met many kinds of humans and still judge in an oposing manor to the national consensus of what is acceptable and what isn't. That's no-one's problem, just a fact of life. I argue that those without legs see the wider picture of society in it's colours than those that fit into a typical order.

*writer's block*

Imagine we all live our lives with our own individual veil of perception. The way you do and react to things and people is determined by your experiences or lack of. No consensus on

You don't need fresh air where we are going,
This grass is cleaner, and more colourful than any green from your place

There is no state;
No love no hate;
No destiny no fate;
We just exist, mate.

The clock clicks;
Click clock, click, clock,
We don't see time

The stars, the ocean, the grass, the sun;
Only they have all the fun;
We sit, we sleep, we shit, we weep;
The sun warms up the ocean as they laugh at our heap.

connected to the interdweeb

must listen while reading

Jeff Noon. Blackberry. Logic3. LG. Unbranded and Next. Standby. Etcha sketcha, megazord and Buddha. Eye painting. BT broadband. Dettol and an umbrella. Bach Cello Suite No. 1 Prelude and 2 elastic bands. Socks. Microphone. Mouse and keyboard. 12:57. Coco Pops. Speakers. 17", 19". Rubix cube and R2D2. Amoxicillin. Manchester Cars. Staff members numbers and Flatron l734s. Google. Porn. Facebook. YouTube. Nike 6.0's. Iron Man 2, sexy back and Shit Happens. Manhattan Morning, Format, and the Amazing Spiderman. British Political Development notes and Nymphomation. A pen. A desk. A wardrobe. A droor set and a bed. A tin robot and a tiny dinosaur. Magnets. Headphones. Keys. Blank CDs. Anti-bacterial hand gel. A grocery list. The end of a a plug. PS2 games. HP and Hi-grade. Dictionary of political thought. Viz. Myself.

Sprite!

So, moved into my new house on a street with a handwritten sign. It's wicked.
Got our cat. Internet. Life sorted, apart from rent :|.
Right now I'm listening to Royksopp while the sun blares in my face and the rainbow maker is at it's element.
I've been drawing in this average Summer days to kill time because I'm so poor;







I've only been out a handful of times since everyone's away. But the last time I went out I was so menched I stared at a mirror for ages thinking I was being looked at, walked home alone yet woke up with someone.
I've been having some amazingly vivid dreams lately. I've almost quit smoking. And I still hate everything secretly.

point

You sink you head into the the water,
not enough to kill you but enough to make you think.
There are only certain things you can hear now,
random fidgets your body makes,
your breath which you have to focus on now that your chest is tight,
and your heart beat.

No TV or dripping tap that you couldn't be arsed to turn off after a shave.
No akward sounds from outside that are peaceful sometimes, not now though.
No phone, or Facebook.
No naggy family that ask if you've eaten, if you've eaten, if you've eaten.
As much as I love them for the life of me I'm full.

You have one of those moments like in Simpsons the movie when Homer can't have a epiphany and you feel like a tit. You give up, you give up, you give up, then whatever.

You pull your head out of the water,
turn that tap off, towel dry and get dressed, change the channel because you are no longer interested in what you were watching and life continues.

previously on Arrested Development

All my past stories/poems, some are really badly written as I wasn't told I and expression problems in writing until I was like 17 lol. But the imagination is there, which is more point to me. These were mainly written 2005. Click the links follow, and you don't need to sign up to get the files. If you do decide to read, enjoy :)


The Legionary Squad 76 page X-men style story.

The Life I Lead 93 paged story on a rich boy rejecting his life.

The Egyptianites 1 chapter unfinished. About an evil god from 2500bc and the Earth's potential saviour.

A poem about Mother Nature Short poem about pollution.

Your concious is not your friend. Short poem about one boys disconnection with the world.

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Imagine what I'm saying is the truth for a el momento.

We have our own memory from our own lives, we hear stories of previous or present family tales maybe through documents, traditions or word of mouth. This simple fact can be taken outwards to groups of people, their history etc, then villages, towns and cities.

History is a timeline, most memorable acts of history have been linked to the state;
WW1, WW2, Cold War, the independence of the British Empire, Rosa Parks, Apollo, Martin Luther King and Gandhi, 9/11. They all in some way are linked to the Government, when most people think history they think of these events straight away. In America and Britain anyway. The media is their word of mouth, and documents. The history of events, quite general I know other factors are involved such as colonialism and economic determinism but they are directly linked to the state which is the history I am focussing on.

History is societies way of saying 'yeah I remember [learning about it]' to a stranger and also bonds it together.

The Internet comes along, research paid for by the American people believing they were investing against Communism during the Cold War period. Individual opinions, books and thoughts published universally and freely across the internet.
Don't run before you can walk, I'm not saying people didn't have individual minds, books and other publications before the internet I'm saying it contributed to about 99% of it's expansion of readers/listeners. And theoretically the Government itself is an individual entity publishing it's thoughts and opinions they may have secrets but we aren't ruled by anonymous.

So Internet has brought us to question history, where we are now, our individual beliefs and thoughts. It has also brought people and knowledge together we wouldn't have since known. The act of the Internet is physically time consuming and individualized to one person per Internet access mostly.

More theories and motives become in the public domain dividing people from collective opinions, showing people different sides of augments etc you get the drift. The freedom of information has caused the individual to become more flexible in thoughts and ideas - that is the Internet's legacy. But why would those in power want a society with loads of different ideas and stuff?

I don't know. We look at all these conspiracy theories and we are given facts and interviews but the human mind will believe what it wants to believe and unless you literally haven't found that fact out yourself it could just be made up and put into the public domain as an act against the Government.

To evade another fascist/communist society? If society is diffused it is less likely to unite for a higher motive. But in turn more likely to remain where it is, and we all have different views of the State we live in, kidna proving my point, though I know different strands of society unite against certain things, and that has always happened. So maybe the Internet has been used to distract us from bigger issues which have never been heard or told outside the class struggle etc. Another tool to suppress? Maybe wars, the Government, religion, monarchy, anything in power and in relative history are tools to evade us from real truths, test subjects almost, and history is a tool used to defend our existence as it is, by looking at the past and distracting us from outside it into maybe a world we don't know about. NWO and the Illuminati used to give us the perception of an alternative within their wishes and yet not a real view of what's going on. Aliens? NWO? 13 family dynasty? Maybe I myself have just been brought up in a way to support the capatalist system to say such crazy things and confuse you from the class struggle?
Who knows I cba to think about it for too long, maybe I've had too much fluoride I don't care.

If bits aren't clear email me and I'll clarify on here and via email;
Kieron90@live.com

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