totally pc

So after not having a laptop fro a long time a rather sexy PC has arrived, it's loud :). All courseworks are in and now it's revision time for exams, or something. Family and Rachel come over on Sat night, that was bloody messy. I have nothing of deep meaning to write today; but I hope you are okay.

I thought of a story I'm gonna write over the summer if I can be arse. It's about how really rich people buy the average person and shape their lives and play complex games and it's all very subliminal and twisted, but I haven't thought of how etc just the idea that advertising shaped people's decision makings but going that one step further.

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followers

Okay so since I last wrote this blog went over the 2,000 hits mark, awesome. Some people have started to 'follow' I dunno what happens when you 'follow' I imagine an email or something every time I post, so hi to you.

So what have I done in this blog? Poetry, questioning things and supplying nice pictures. However I haven't really achieved anything other than self belief that I'm a bit bizzare at times, I don't own much materialistically compared to Bill Gates, thought I haven't invented anything except dance moves and new drug combinations. Haven't morally achieved anything, like survived cancer or shit like that. I have achieved a few life-long friends, but they already know this. I've achieved a broad overview of different social circumstances, but I'm sure a lot of people have. Blah blah blah I wanna do something great. I don't care about the credit for doing it, I don't really care about the circumstances of how it's done; to know that you helped or created something amazing. I wont be curing cancer or at the picket-line of a pointless need for revolution, maybe I'll write a book, or represent an iconic thing. I think I have it in me. Or maybe I'll just doss my life and become some shitty memory where I achieved no greater good outside my immediate connections. I don't get why people stick to one minded thinking such as Marxism, no real self ideal just sort of following, pretending to lead, and following again. This is your life, write your own socialist book bitch. Not even science is objectionable knowledge. Variety is the spice of life and all that bullshit.

PC arrives on Monday, thank god :], Easters nearly among us like a rampant rabbit in some sort of horny rage, time flies too quick but life's pretty good. Bit of a shit post but I aint Plato!

there is no fixed state

There is no fixed state;
no love no hate;
no destiny no fate;
stop being so au fait.

Sylvia said it best;
you're not the living;
you're the rest.

Time clicks by and you don't even see it;
I'm no fancy poet;
I'm the first to admit.

But look at the starts, the sea and the sun;
Their everlasting metaphors have all the fun;
we sit, we sleep, we shit, we weep;
the sun warms the water as they laugh at our heap.

'They don't know what they're missing' said the star from way up high;
you can write, you can sing, you can criticize, you can sigh;
but to answer this statement we can only say 'aye'.

We adore the birds, so free in the sky;
But I hate heights so I don't care if they die;
The elephants roam free in the African wild;
While we encage and suppress our stupid child;

Anthromorphology is not for me;
no metaphor or poem will describe what I can't see;
so take with this poem no enlightened soul;
and continue your life as a darkened blind mole;

Speeches don't speak a thousands stories;
just full stops, half-ryhms and intentional pauses;

let us die with shame as we fail on our two feet;
this is what they want;
you never left the teet.

day whatever

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Valentines was OK, got the transformer out and about in Leeds dropping it down the gaps of the floor where those big metal birds are in the city center.
University is alright, averaging 2:1's, got 59% on an essay the class never got any aid with 'how good is liberalism?' that's like asking a teenager how good McDonalds is, where exactly are we meant to start? Got an essay in for Monday on climate change, maybe I should start soon. Had a joint birthday party last night, was ace went to bed at 8am.

My friend said before the party; 'you ask a white child what colour their skin is they look at it and say 'pinky' and look at other kids skin colour and say 'brown', 'dark', 'pinky' not you ask the same person later in life and they say 'white'. Just an observation someone made, not a critique of colour of people's skin.




Money is tight, I have no laptop, almost no iPod - but life is good :)

Disabled people - in some way you are under-developed maybe mentally or physically, are you disabled if you are over-developed? Still disabled and put down in 'society'. Bit of a potentious statement I know, but this is my blog fuckers. Don't really know what else to say to be honest - take care?

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laptopless

OK, so me being me I wanted to see what would happen if I turned the voltage up on my laptop. The battery fried and now I am laptopless until I can afford a new one...which is unpredictable.
That was a week ago Today, and I've had a pretty good time since.

Went touring the other day and found places like this:


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I seemed to have quadrupled my free time, and also found some sanity...let's see how long that lasts.

I'm constantly charging my phone and ipod touch however and fuck knows what I'm going to do for essays and I've developed an interest into the real gay rights movement, the real progression of civil rights for people who look like everyone else. Though I am highly critical of other people's motives, such as just looking for a pull, and the need to link profit with the basic need of equality. Suppose it all comes down to positive and negative equality. Also I went to a gay club the other day and 90% of the boys were fake tanned, fashioned, camp, wine drinking typical gays - I went there a few weeks earlier and everyone was down to Earth, whatever wearing, whatever drinking, snorting, real people. Oh well ey the mono-dimension of being a gay man spreads.

I've been hearing a lot about this upcoming election. I reckon the Tory Party will get in, and if the Labour Party win it would be a hung election, unless the Liberals create a coalition with the Labour Party we will probably have to have another election not long after. It would be easier to talk about who will win the election and not why does the system always create bad Governments and how can we make a more fair type of system other than representative democracy. I'm not really calling for a revolution because you can change the system through reform, much like the Liberals notion of scrapping the House of Lords. The HoL is basically fat bureaucrats that have an influence on our daily lives even if they have never seen poverty, death or slums of Britain. But they also keep some sort of fairness in decision making so they aren't completely pointless.

Got a house for next year too living with 3 of my Manchester mates in a wee part of Manchester called Victoria Park - the kitchen is linked to the living room! And I picked the bedroom on the ground floor so I could get cheaper rent to fund the cat I'll be getting...or house rabbit...

I have 51p in my bank account, and I'm going to Leeds on Valentine's Day - this will be fun haha

McDonalds

We live like McDonalds someone said;

"We live like McDonalds, the system isn't good for us, it promotes monopolization and gives us indigestion. It gives us some good nutrients but is essentially bad for us. But day in day out people don't care, it's there - it's not immediately harmful and sometimes you just need a double cheese burger."

These posts have been a load of shit for a while haha, I just have bigger issues that I can't be arsed to write about but need to work though and blah blah blah


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question

People think morality is an innate knowledge that is instigated in all human beings and those that deviate from it are not genetically complete. Doing the utilitarian thing says that sometimes bad choices have good outcomes for the greater good. I think family, friends, emotions and Walter Disney teaches us right and wrong and we question our decisions sometimes because it's only natural, maybe the word of mouth of religion but I come from a secular lifestyle so I don't know, sort of like when you write and stare at a word for so long it begins to decode in your mind to a point where it doesn't make sense. I think we build our own type of 'morals' through how we've taken information in and defined it e.g. if someone hurts someone in a particular way we learn that that is not right and as we develop learn a more complex version of this that is combined with some soical etiquette and drive to act in a manor accepted by people around you, therefore so if I boy is raised a criminal by the people around him - it can be justified?

I realized I like writing because nothing ever makes sense when I talk haha

P.S. and the song (at the time of posting) isn't meant to brainwash you, I was just listening to it at the time haha - Munich